Moving On Series: RAIN

Hello Guys! 

I didn't realize that its almost been a year since my last post. I was that lazy or just busy. Now I have the time in the world. As you guys may have noticed, most of my blogs if not, all included Jai (Bee) my boyfriend, well used to be my boyfriend. I'm now helping myself move on. Don't worry I won't go mad and delete my former posts as it is useful in helping you scout for cheap eats around the metro. I'm currently hanging out at my now favorite milk tea place eventhough internet is quite slow. I want to start a new blog series about finding something new or something that will make me happy as I'm in the process of healing and trying to focus on myself. I won't lie, I am depressed and sometimes think about jumping off a building. I lost my first love and my best friend. I even saw him this morning because we live in the same barangay. Hurts big time! So my first entry that made me happy today was the rain.

Earlier this evening I was on my way to the milk place shop when suddenly the rain poured and unfortunately for some reason I didn't bring an umbrella. I texted my ex and asked him if I could stay at their place for a bit or borrow an umbrella as I was near their house when it rained. I didn't get a reply, I waited for sometime but still no reply. I asked God to give me a sign, if my ex texts me back before a specific time it means that there is still hope for us. He did text me but after 30 min or about an hour I guess. I took this as a sign that I should stop hoping and wishing that he's feelings would come back. I don't know for sure in the future but for now it became clear to me that moving on is the only option I have. I am not closing my doors but I am not gonna waste my time waiting for him to come back. If he will, he will, if not then I guess God has a better plan for the both of us. So that caps off my first moving on series entry.

Random thought: I think I should get an internet plan cause its kinda expensive and fattening to hang out at cafe's. Bye for now, hope I can sleep well tonight. :) 

It takes grown-ups to make relationships work. - One More Chance the movie